(Disclaimer: This is a therapy exercise. I'm not feeling all too well, so I decided to type something up.)
Hi, I'm Taylor, but I like the nickname Tay better.
I'm sixteen years old.
I..don't really know what I am. Girl, yes. But I don't feel like one.
I'm going to be in twelfth grade once school starts up again.
I really want to be a registered nurse.
I'm one of 7 children living in a tiny house on an island "connected" to New York.
I don't like talking about my problems in fear I'll be labeled as "A normal 13 year old tumblr girl"
I like to draw and animate from time to time.
Sometimes, I lose motivation to draw, like a request, afraid that I didn't get the drawing right.
I also lose motivation to animate, since I'm drawing every single frame and animating in Windows Movie Maker.
I feel as though people want me to abandon my hope of becoming a nurse because I won't succeed.
I have a boyfriend who lives in Arizona. I hope to meet him.
I'm graduating this school year and I hope to go to a college upstate.
My 'friend' smokes weed and constantly tries to get me to do it to "fix my depression". I've declined multiple times.
I have asthma, a ton of allergies, and eczema.
I was hospitalized for depression back in February.
I met a friend while I was there. She's very nice, and only lives a few towns away.
My city is fun, but it's a tourist attraction for the beach and boardwalk. I do not like tourists.
My part of the city deals with gun violence, but it's been better ever since cameras were installed.
A person died in front of my house from getting shot at 2 in the morning. He would've survived if the ambulance arrived faster.
I'm grateful to have my friends. Sometimes we bicker, but I'm so happy to have them.
I'm black, but I look more like my native american side.
I'm Cherokee Indian. Apparently.
It would be really cool if me and my friends could travel across the country during the summer of next year.
...I'd like that.
To get away from here. To get away from this town.
I don't understand why deviantart gets so much hate. The community seems nice...so far.
I don't know how to close this up..
But to whoever views my art,
likes my art,
looks up to me for some odd reason...
...Thanks.